November 25, 2024
12:38pm
for her
the revelers are driving me mad
with their praises of a false relation
worshipping him for the way he looks at you
unaware it’s all a lie
on their knees they pray to a god
for a love like yours
and i want to scream warnings
from the cliffside
or ring the town bell
or respond to their letters
and tell them not to curse themselves
with such a damned invocation
they print your anniversary portraits
in their local papers
and post them on their doors in celebration
of tall tales
to come out swinging
and meet the full force of my June twin
is too forbidding
but would it be so unbecoming
to simply whisper in the ear
of one of your disciples
so that perhaps they’ll share with you
what i’m too afraid to do?
November 25, 2024
2:10pm
my star twin and i
she has no idea how cosmically connected
we are
she is the exultant version of me
light where i am dark
ally where i am saboteur
altruistic where i am unthinking
forthright and quick to dance in spotlights
where i lurk in shadows and shroud in secrecy
jewelweed where i am poison ivy
i was once her and she was once me
until you came to us both
and now we’re only powerless touch-me-nots
engulfed by your Reeds
you crush her leaves
hold her underwater
where she shines clear
until three more years pass
and she no longer shines at all out of fear
you rub her against my marks on your skin
until i become unbecoming
a version of me
i never could have imagined until you
turned my reflection into this
monstrous villain, scrubbing away
the mistake of me harder and harder
until i feel the corrosion of us from here
your remedy for our sins
leaves us all skinned
then heals us all cheap enough
to flee the scene
burned
and boiled
and bleeding